Out Of the Blue

oooh im a mess right now.. inside out, searching for ways to surrender.. working it out ? how ! its not a new life.. ive known it for my whole life.. i see heaven right outside, but the devil walks me home every night ! now ? i cant shake this feelin.. theres nothing wrong.. but where is it right ? easy baby your my life and im your soul.. feed me happiness and il be surfin galaxies .. how long ? how long now will it go on.. this life of mine being tipsy and swingin from left to right ! running to walking all the way down to crawling.. ill keep moving.. this life should know whose controlling ! il break this luck into pieces ! baby this hearts energy never dies ! i am here i am me i create i generate i am what no one can make, whatever comes next in lifes agenda ill be ready.. no more of this suffering i can hold.. im ready to be strong im ready to prove the world wrong.. i speak reality but i guess thats a former language.. i call it like i see it Spread the word tell the world im coming.. im coming and ill be spreading love.. no more room for hate.. all i want is too.. BREATHE