plain pain

Hathii denyatk oo mahma tamshee feehaa .. a5r el 6reej masdood. 9ara5t min kent 6efil ya denya oo kebart w9ar el galb mar3oob, ya denya shefna minich far7a .. oo bikaina min ba3dich esh'hoor, 3afoona ely kanaw enadona belma7aba wiswat el ahl oo the3na kama tha3 el yeteem, wenkan el yeteem ma7roog galba oo beka 3la bait esneen weshmal ely 3nda ahl oo esamoona yeteem, nesma3 ba5bar omna wabona wilsha3ar e6ee7 eb naf5at ree7 , kanaw eshelona 3ala aktafhm oo hal yoom law enmr nebtsm egoloon weshmala hal'3areeb, entaras el galb bham ma yet7amla shayib .. oo hatha el shayib galba ga9er.. lakin min ejroo7 el shoog mathal feeh roo7, kil laila emr ka2na 3omr .. wil 3omr mithl el kas etha enksr sheraj3a.. galbin me7trg law mahma tshab3a thalj.. mahma tshab3a thalj ra7 yetba5r we6eer oo ethel emwal3 oo 3omra yam'9i feeh, yenam oo mayijeeh noom.. ethel el 3agl yaktb min el 8ahar o galba ewen 6ool el lail.. enadii 3ala el ahl oo ye9ra5 mabeehm 5air, tha7ak hamik oo galik ta3al .. galik ent mant '3areeb ana wyak min 3omr namshi bnafs el mkan, Toxic i wake up everyday on the wrong side of bed, i wake up daily with heavy weights on my chest.. i wake up to rethink of yesterdays hits i rotate and turn and it puts my outsides in, this regular schedule is givin me headaches and effecting my health.. still hurting from the past and i cant heal like this .. maybe in this big world i am just empty within , n every other day the devil is temptin, every time i open my eyes i dont know what tomorrow brings but im certain of the pain that will roll in.